January 2010
My life is repetitive
I don’t learn from my mistakes
I don’t change
I have no interests
I don’t live.
I think it’s time I start.
Shhh shh shh
1. I hope you see what you’re doing to everyone but on the other hand I really don’t care.
2. I really needed that highlighter you took from me hahah<3
3. I hope we stay close because over the winter break I felt like we did.
4. Deep down I know you care but deep down I felt that I’ve already lost almost everything.
5. I’m sorry for not being there.
I’m searching, seeking, reaching for something more. I’ll be better than before.
A whole lot of nothing
In times like these, I feel like my friends are the most important people in my life. No matter what the struggle is in my life, I feel like they’ll always be there. I feel like everything is so hard to deal with in my life for some reason, even the little things. Hopefully it won’t be like this for long. Thank you everyone who’s still with me, friend-wise that is.
On a side...
The touch of your skin makes it warm again.
Though we all stumble, we will not fall.
Note To Self
Let reality hit you now, stop wandering off into Wonderland.
You go too far, you’ll lose yourself.
And for just one moment, I felt alive once again.
Everything was like it was long ago.
I truely saw what it was like to care less about everything.
I feel so behind, so slow.
The pace I’m moving isn’t quite enough.
This thirst for success has set it self down.
I don’t know what this path has instilled for me anymore.
First Post of 2010
New Year, Same Shit.
Good and Bad<3
December 2009
“Is trying worth nothing when chance defines an end? Is ambition all we’ll...”
Never would have thought I’d get myself here
Wait this out just to see how this turns out.
I just realized how much I want to get rid of my past. I’ve always hated looking back on the past way back when. I’d be lying if I said I was content with everything in my life now but I can honestly say that I love a lot of people in my life.
Looking back a year so many things were different, so many people, so many thoughts running through my mind. But that’s all changed now....
As said by Tito..
“family isn’t a blood related thing. Family is what it’s in the heart.”
This really hit me hard when I read it. When you look to your family and see how fucked up things can be with them the only thing close to family that comes to mind is your friends. I can relate to this more then anyone knows I think.
and it feels so good not to care for once in my life.
I just spent 2 days straight playing assassin’s creed 2 and beat it. Chilled with some homies and such with not a care in the world. I wish this break would last longer.
WAH WEE WOO WACKA WA WA
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