It just hit me,
I’m really looking forward to The Rocket Summer’s new album.
2:12 Random Thoughts
It’s 2 in the morning and I’m dead tired. I feel like everything has set it self back into place. I want to say things will set itself in stone soon but a part of me says that’s just hope reassuring you. I honestly am at a dead end or roadblock right now. I’ve actually been like that for a while now. My mind wants to keep a hold of things that shouldn’t be held on...
I feel alive
I feel brand new, reconnected, in control.
I need to start sticking to what I’m saying. I’ve been a hypocrite for the longest time. Practice what you preach. If I did that, things wouldn’t be so hard.
I don’t know what to think anymore.
I was going to type something that was really bothering me but I don’t see the point anymore. People in general are assholes, liars, and all they do is care about themselves. It would be hypocritical for me not to say I’m the same so I’m just going to say that I’m also all of those things. I hate what the world we live in has turned into. I remember my parents talking about...
Woooooooooshhhhhhhh,boooooooooooom, sssssssssssssssssssaaaaa. Bang.
The Buried Life
is such an inspirational show to me. Is that odd? Probably but its all good
maisondefous: alexxdaii: maisondefous: alexxdaii: It’s pretty funny how people think what i write on tumblr is useless shit. Oh no! That can’t be a direct quote from me today at lunch, can it? nahhh lol as long as you know i was only kidding ;]
maisondefous: alexxdaii: It’s pretty funny how people think what i write on tumblr is useless shit. Oh no! That can’t be a direct quote from me today at lunch, can it? nahhh
It’s pretty funny how people think what i write on tumblr is useless shit.
so i had something meaningful that i wanted to say
brittsch: and lost it. lol me too!
my best friend
is samantha v.
coleftw: alexxdaii: coleftw: alexxdaii: coleftw: shut the fuck up lol it was ryon riley DDD: all those posts before the gay one? lol with all those lyrics and the one about somebody leading another life and all that jazz? lol those were all drafts that werent supposed to be posted for a reason. lol ryon just likes huge black hairy penis bro. and he looks at animal porn well i...
coleftw: alexxdaii: coleftw: shut the fuck up lol it was ryon riley DDD: all those posts before the gay one? lol with all those lyrics and the one about somebody leading another life and all that jazz? lol those were all drafts that werent supposed to be posted for a reason. lol ryon just likes huge black hairy penis bro. and he looks at animal porn
coleftw: shut the fuck up lol it was ryon riley DDD:
LOLOLOLOL YOU'RE ALL GAY.
Ryon Riley is my bestest friend ever like oh em gee. I would have sex with him because he’s so cuyoot. Omg my life rules. Omg Omg Omg. people are gay dude, really. Like really. Woah. I mean I don’t even know what I’m typing here, that’s how gay they are. My name is Alexander Tri Dai, mother fucker. Yea. I write music that sounds like Drake.
I know you don’t think of me anymore. I know that you’re living a whole other life that’s probably interesting, but I sometimes to think to back then and remember how everything was and how I could use someone like you in my life. I wish there would be someone like you. I feel so lost lately. I feel like I can’t explain myself to anyone. I feel so alone sometimes. I hate...
I feel stupid for even feeling like this but hopefully something pulls through from this. It’s been almost a whole year and the feeling of anticipation and being hopeful is just odd.
figure it out boy you’re tripping so pull yourself together or you’ll wash up like the rest cause this ship is sinking i’m thinking “i’m done for” i’m watching the sails disappear underwater cause i’m no captain yet
I don’t see why I waste my time on some people. Not like they appreciate my own company or even the fact that I go out of my way for them to do shit.
And I know I’ve built a bed of peace that restores my heart once I lay my head down. Rebuilds the crutches that I destroyed myself.
and after all this time, I was the one you relied on I am the end of you.
I feel it more than ever Sinking in my chest like a ship in the blue,
I miss you. I wish our parents never fought. I’d love to see how things would be like between us now that we’re older. I really miss seeing you during the holidays.
I’m starting to feel alone more then ever.
I’ve always wanted to have complete control over myself, over my actions, everything I say and do. I once told myself that that could possibly be one of the easiest things. As time flies by I still learn a thing or two about myself. I’m born as one Alex but as events occur, decisions made, that Alex changes. Physically the same but mentally different. I don’t know if it’s...
At times like this, I really wish I knew what to do with myself.
Don’t grow up too fast.
Pray to the heavens
with whatever it takes!
I wish I knew what I wanted. I wish I knew how to make things better. I wish too much.
You brought this upon yourself.
But if you left it up to me
Everyday would be A holiday from real
I see no more originality. I see no more standing up for what you believe in. I see no more integrity, no more individuality, no more honor. All I see is the fake shit everyone’s throwing out.
I am aware, I’ve been misled I disconnect my heart, my head Don’t wanna recognize when things go bad The things that you’ll accept Except that I am finding the words to say
there was once a time where I felt like utter complete shit almost everyday. Almost a year ago I think? I’m pretty sure. Looking back I realized that without that whole process I wouldn’t be where I am today. I actually do feel like everything does happen for a reason and without everything we go through who knows how we would all turn out?
Never back down.
3:48 AM, Random Thoughts
Half of these thoughts are sided. Its cold where I’m sitting. Day after day after day. I really dislike your work ethic. That really was a low blow you just don’t know it. I miss seeing your face. And the worst part is, before it gets better, you’re heading for a cliff. Your jealousy stings like hell. I feel like I need to buy more food. Everything is moving forward so fast. I...
I happen to love you a whole lot but you just don’t see it.
We all struggle to find ourselves deep down, with every step that you take you’ll learn more and more about what you have in store.
No Hope, No Belief, Just Logic
My imperfections compose my composure.
I’m all out of hope. No sympathy, Just a blankspot. Now, you, tell me what I should do.