October 2009
Always a downer
coleftw:
alextheazian2:
So the past two days have been just great. Been in a great mood and been having great days, but there’s always that something that brings you down.
I’ve said it before but never being ______ enough. Whether it’s skilled enough in a subject or something personal there’s always something that just isn’t enough.
well i have to agree with you, i was in a great mood, but...
Always a downer
So the past two days have been just great. Been in a great mood and been having great days, but there’s always that something that brings you down.
I’ve said it before but never being ______ enough. Whether it’s skilled enough in a subject or something personal there’s always something that just isn’t enough.
September 2009
Holy shit
Today calls for one of those long ass blogs about absolutely nothing.
I wake up, eat a hotpocket which happened to be so fucking good. Take my vitamins and listen to my mom talk about shit that doesn’t affect me
I get to school and I see Cole, Tito, Matthew, And Sam? No idea.
First period math consisted of NOTHING! :D Sitting around talking with Dylan.
First period ends and I see RYON...
lol at me
for being a major asshole
You know those people
that makes up so much shit and acts like they care about you
when in truth they really don’t and look at your like you’re complete shit.
Those people make me happy because it lets me know I’m nothing like that.
holy shit
I’d like to see you go through a day of what I have to go through before you start telling what I’m doing wrong and right.
P.S. don’t fucking tell me what i do or don’t do. I live my own fucking life, live yours.
Give and give and give and you get shit in return. Fucking amazing.
They tell you from the begining
They tell you when you’re a small kid to follow your dreams and you live with that thought in your head. Then as you get older you realize that your “dream” isn’t really possible. The risk of succeeding is just too low and you don’t want to risk it all for something that might not even work out. I mean who would? I wish things were certain and you didn’t have to...
The feeling
you get when you see old friends and know that they haven’t changed the way they think about you is one of the greatest feelings ever.
The feeling you get when you know your friends talk shit about you and are completely normal to your face isn’t great at all.
Fuck people, fuck you, grow the fuck up.
holy fucking shit.
maaattthhew:
this night was so amazing, you make me so happy. i can’t even explain you in words. afasdhfkljhsdalfkj i love you
i love you too ;D lololol
Look at me and see what I’ve become.
The tides have changed and I’m sailing a different course.
I’m moving by slower and I can’t go where I need without you.
I’m slowly drifting along, with no control.
The seas are harder to go through, with every single passing wave.
We all change
I’m starting to change and I know what will come soon. It’s already happened, Losing friends isn’t the greatest thing. I miss the old times a lot lately and I feel like those people will never be there again. I want to try to do anything in my power to stop it but I know I can’t. Some would say lose some to win some but in the end it’s only what matters to you most,...
I don't know
if things are getting better or I’m just being lead to another disappointment.I’ve lost hope for a lot of things, with this being one of them. I’ll just go along for the ride and see where it takes me.
These days
are harder just to get by. I’ve never felt more pressured in my life. I’ve never felt more incapable of doing something. I’ve never felt like my best wasn’t anything. It’s getting harder to just get by and I really don’t know why.
“I’d Rather Burn Then Fall.”
Holy shit
What ever happened to the people that actually cared?
There was once a time where I had nothing to worry...
I guess this is growing up.
I want to be the light that never goes out for...
Deep down its getting harder to breathe.
I watched the water pull you in
as it carries you away, as it carries you away.
We kept our eyes open.
Time
This is the start of not giving a shit whether you like who I am or what I’ve become and feeling better about myself and improving what I want.
9/9/09
So today has probably been one of the greatest most enjoyable days of my life. School was decent of course with its up and downs but after was just the greatest. I guess after waiting for a while for something exciting to happen, today is the day it happens. <3
Open your eyes to see all thats left of this
Open your eyes to find out what you have created again
I've been waiting
Someone once told me everything takes time. Well I’m fed up with waiting, I want to know when things are going to get better and more exciting.
People
People these days are so caught up in there own little world with their “big” problems. I’m sick and tired of people getting upset over the stupidest shit when someone else who’s living in another region of the world is having a shittier time than us and can still be happy. Life isn’t fair for all of us but we can all show a little appreciation of what we have. And...
Will you?
Will you fight for what means something to you or let others come upon you and show you what it is to fail?
I know that there will be obstacles.
That every choice I make affects the next,
and that there will be consequences.
I need to find my motivation,
that helps me get up in the morning, that makes me try.
I need a little push, something that’s worth working for.
Nothing's better
than not listening to your mom, and her being right.
